Sorry it's been so long. I've been so busy and distracted.
I had my first midwife appointment a couple of days ago (at 15 weeks) and we heard the baby's heart beat via the doppler for the first time. It was incredible and so precious.
I still worry but to be honest, I think it's normal mummy worry. Just because I worry doesn't mean I'm not enjoying the pregnancy. It just means I care about this baby and love them so much.